Something that REALLY REALLY annoyed me was when people would throw others under the bus or point fingers at others pointing out their flaws. Like hellooooo no one is perfect. AT THE SAME TIME I would always look at missionaries or prospective missionaries who are chumps and be like "What are they doing with their lives?! How do they expect to preach the gospel if they aren't living it?" And today it finally clicked.
I'm a chump.
LIKE HEELLLOOOOOO. I'm not perfect, no one is perfect. Perfection isn't a qualification to serve a mission, and I am so grateful for that because shooooot I would never be allowed to serve. Realizing how much I have to learn has been overwhelming and like "OH MY GOODNESS TIME IS RUNNING OUT" freaking outness, but deep down I have that desire to serve SO BAD, and I know that if I try my best, Jesus Christ will make me my best. Most missionaries have the desire, so baaasically I realized I'm a hypocrite, that I need to get over myself because I'm a chump, and we ALL, every last one, need Christ.
Countdown is 1 month, 4 weeks
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